Don't worry, I'm still around! I've been on my computer alot less now that I obtained a android phone. The forums don't load well on it.
Life has been pretty crazy the past few months..alot has changed.
Money has been at a hault for a while until now. As most of you know the wife and I moved into a new apartment in her parents basement back in November.. alot has happened since. Money was going to the poopter now that Kristy got 2 jobs, I'm constantly driving her everywere and barely had money to get by. We've been drifting apart for over a year now and I've had it. Most of you know about the 'secret' relationship between Dave and I (and those of you who don't know...well now you do!) I decided to try something during the holiday season...I spent time away and stayed with Daves family for most of it and it had to be the best holidays I have ever celebrated. It made me realize how much I feel I'm being held back in life.. I knew the moment when I said my vows it was all wrong...I didn't want it. I was under so much pressure at the time, I didn't have the courage to say it until now. I have not been home since then but we have talked...She understands everything and (surprisingly) willing to help go through a divorce.
Aside from all that, Life has been going well since..Money has finally started balancing out. I've been able to do things and buy things! I had money to finally activate the android! I got a gas tank that lasts more than a week! Dave and his family have been more than helpful giving me a place to stay for now. I plan on looking for my own place pretty soon. I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I can finally live and breathe..and don't have someone bringing me down every moment of the day..